I just wanted to take a little time to give a massive thank you to all of you who read, comment, and love my stories. If it weren't for you all who love them so much, I wouldn't continue writing. I love writing and I love that you like my writing. You don't know how much it means to me. You all are the best fans ever and I love you all so much for your support. Keep making me smile! With Love, Alexis.
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She put her hands on the side of my face to hold me. My heart was beating out of my chest, my pulse taunting me in my ears. I thought my lungs were going to collapse. The stood on her toes and turned her head then kissed me....on my cheek.
Not what I was expecting.
What ever she had on the stove boiled over a sizzled against the stove top's heat. "Shoot." she muttered and spun around in my arms.
I could feel my heart hit the pit of my stomach and relization hit me. No, of course she wasn't going to kiss me. I just needed to get my head straight. Yes, we have a daughter together and yes, we live under the same roof, but none of that ment she loved me more than the father of her child. I bit my tongue and swallowed the lump in my throat, turning on my heels.
"Edward?" Bella's voice sag behind me.
I turned around and met her eyes, full of concern. "Are you okay?" Her voice was barely louder than a whisper.
I nodded, not trusting my voice. "Fine." I rasped out. I walked back up to my room and grabbed clothes out of my dresser. A shower was the only thing that was going to calm me right now. My throat hurt terribly as I held back my tears. I know...sappy right? I held my self up against the dresser and steadied my breath. This was going to be much harder than I thought.
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SOOOO...what do you think??? Like where this is going???
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She put her hands on the side of my face to hold me. My heart was beating out of my chest, my pulse taunting me in my ears. I thought my lungs were going to collapse. The stood on her toes and turned her head then kissed me....on my cheek.
Not what I was expecting.
What ever she had on the stove boiled over a sizzled against the stove top's heat. "Shoot." she muttered and spun around in my arms.
I could feel my heart hit the pit of my stomach and relization hit me. No, of course she wasn't going to kiss me. I just needed to get my head straight. Yes, we have a daughter together and yes, we live under the same roof, but none of that ment she loved me more than the father of her child. I bit my tongue and swallowed the lump in my throat, turning on my heels.
"Edward?" Bella's voice sag behind me.
I turned around and met her eyes, full of concern. "Are you okay?" Her voice was barely louder than a whisper.
I nodded, not trusting my voice. "Fine." I rasped out. I walked back up to my room and grabbed clothes out of my dresser. A shower was the only thing that was going to calm me right now. My throat hurt terribly as I held back my tears. I know...sappy right? I held my self up against the dresser and steadied my breath. This was going to be much harder than I thought.
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SOOOO...what do you think??? Like where this is going???